Consistency
Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 9:22 am
Som thoughts from yesterday's journaling
I think lately it's a fantasy to believe someone achieves a certain state and then holds it, thinking here of Jed McKenna - at least in his books he seems, like don Juan, to be ON, consistently, and constantly, regardless the circumstances. Might work for them...sure as hell doesn't work for me.
... there is not consistently any one thing prevailing in my life...constantly swing from one position to another...I appreciate the nagual, but I'm seldom in tune with it...I love the dark power, but it isn't always there...there are constant bouts with failure of one form or another, upsetting dreams, followed by great fun, lucidity and flying...there are periods of too much concern followed by periods of blissful unconcern. Constancy? none whatever.
I think lately it's a fantasy to believe someone achieves a certain state and then holds it, thinking here of Jed McKenna - at least in his books he seems, like don Juan, to be ON, consistently, and constantly, regardless the circumstances. Might work for them...sure as hell doesn't work for me.