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~BlackCrow~ wrote:datura wrote:
Is there anything else, you would like to discuss, Kris?
Maiveeta wrote:The little yellow man in my head is at it again. WHY GOD WHY do I get caught up in all this head drahma? I KNOW that I know that I know that this thing I have contrived (me) is not real. Groovy. WHY do I not stay in that space? I go about saying that I suck at Chemistry...I hear myself create that, its a lie! Why am I so fucking entwined in that lie? Why do I tell myself that lie? None of this is real. I created it myself. I am repeating a lie told to me a long long time ago thereby perpetuating the lies....I know this yet I still do it! I know Im not stupid.... Dammit why cant I un-create some of this crap? Why do I get so afraid that I will not get into grad school? Why am I so afraid I will not be able to pay off my student loans? All of this shit tumbles into one big ball of Im not good enough. That is really the issue btw. That is truth of this situation. Ok also groovy. How do I change that? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Im tired of all the new age envision it, fake it till you make it, just love yourself bullshit...(that part was beautiful in the McKenna Book I never thought that really worked) might just as well jump on my unicorn and fly off to the moon to have lunch with sasquatch to get his spin on the whole fucking business.... WHAT???????????????
feelings determine thinking....feelings are based on a past, event creating the future based on the past, cabandon the way feeling ts the means of thinking we break the axonal meaning to focus on a dream or abstraction no emotion, no past, an only create reality by what know
Previous experiences and emotions...experience new concepts with no emotion connected to them
Maiveeta wrote:might just as well jump on my unicorn and fly off to the moon to have lunch with sasquatch to get his spin on the whole fucking business....
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