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It's a bit of a cliche, but there is the thing about the path with heart...or I prefer Joseph Campbells "Follow your bliss".Maiveeta wrote:What am I doing???? Is the stress worth dying young? I now have an offer to do herbal stuff...it always comes back to that...oh fuck. Life throws the curves...can I hit em?
Maiveeta wrote:Tiller touching...
when one is faced with a decision is the outcome preordained if we just "let it happen"? Preordained by whom? I am a huge fan of letting things "shake out". I am wondering where all this energy comes from.... the crash and burn...the reorganization, the whole business. If nothing is at the wheel then who is in charge? And where does it come from?
It might possibly something innate.
The tonal doesn't know that decisions are in the realm of the nagual. When we think we decide, all we're doing is acknowledging that something beyond our understanding has set up the frame of our so-called decision, and all we do is to acquiesce.
Well done.Maiveeta wrote:Well, to sum it up...there you have it. At the time I did not realize what was going on, now I see that what we all got to witness was an old fashioned meltdown and breakthrough to the other side.
I am doing well and have broken through the barriers, here I sit on the other side different than I was before. More self confidence, calmer, more peaceful...more unconcerned. Will there be another breakthrough? Not today, but as long as there is breath, there is something to deal with. I really hope that this resonates with someone out there but if it doesnt...it doesnt. Thank you all for your support, I dont know that I could have made it through intact without it (you all know who you are)
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